Honesty Quiz

So by the time these notes were going around on facebook, I never posted any, maybe it's time I tried one on my blog:
How it works: Copy & paste into your own note. Replace my answers with yours. BE HONEST.
(EASY Q's.)

1. Will you answer every question honestly?
Think so.

2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
No. I don't take alcohol though I take wine (paradox, I know!)

3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
 I wish.

4. Do you miss anything or anyone?
I miss being young and clueless and it's hard to believe but I find it hard to miss people.

5. What makes you laugh no matter what?
How I met your mother.

6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
No.

7. Who was the last person u talked to?
Nina

8. What do you dislike at the moment?
People that always compare you to other people.

9. Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you
Pence.

(HARDER Q's.)

1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like?
No. Ive always thought that only happens in the movies...

2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
Not bad, just that it depends on so many things.

3. Will you get married?
Hopefully.

4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
Umm, not in a million years.

5. Do you lie about your age?
Not yet, but I'm planning on starting soon :)

(VERY PERSONAL Q's.)

1. If you were to have sex right now would you use a condom?
Ummm, think so...

2. Are you happy with yourself?
Most of the time.

3. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If am changing for the better.

4. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
It could have been worse!

(SECRETS.)

1. When did you last cry?
About 2 weeks back.

2. Do you believe in religion?
Yes

4. What is currently on your mind?
Finish this quickly so I can watch 'The Apprentice.'

5. Did you ever wish a close friend to death?
No

6. Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath?
No.

Harder qnz

1. Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
No way!

2. Did you ever fail the school year?
Never.

3. Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
I'll have to google that and get back to you!

4. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
No.

5. Do you think your future will be a good one?
Fingers crossed.

(THE DEEP STUFF.)

1. Do you think you were raised well?
Yea.

2. Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE? -
I don't.

3. How do you handle stress?
I cry, feel sorry for myself, look for someone to talk to, pray...

4. How would you spend your last day alive?
Chilling with the people I love and eating all the junk I can get.

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
Guilty conscience.

6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
True love. Am a romantic...
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
Darn, that's too hard.

8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
.....................

9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
No

10. What is the worst thing you’ve ever done that your parents DON’T know about?
Iven't done any bad stuff,< mom n dad, u shd be proud>

(THE LOVE STUFF.)

1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
Not really.

2. The last time you kissed someone…was it someone you see yourself with?
Maybe.

3. Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
The beginning because ultimately it determines the end.

(THE RANDOM STUFF.)

1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
A bit of both.
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
No

3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people’s houses or have them at yours?.
Stay at other people’s houses.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
Not so sure.

5. Where was your default face book picture taken?
At work.

6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
Maybe.

7. What is your favorite color?
Have more that one, pink, cream, green, yellow

8. What do you do when you have a bad day?
Distract myself from it.

9. Do you believe exes can really ever be “just friends"?
Probably with time and depending on how close they were before.

10. Who messaged you last?
Mwebaza

11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Yesterday, i think.

12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
Yea, coz I'm one of those people that's always craving change.

13. Do you fall for people easily?
No

14. Are you quick to start a fight?
No, but I don't back down.
15. Do your parents really know YOU?
Kinda.

16. Lyrics stuck in your head?
Lucky - Jason Mraz n Colbie Caillat

17. Any friends you’d like to tell how much you appreciate them?
Long list, Phyllis, Mwebaza, Zoe, Angela, Jo,  Robert, Caf, Anna, Philo, Martha, Pence, Grace, Marjo, Cindy, Beli, Jet<n if I miss any1 out that knows they belong here, jus knw I appreciate u as well>

28. Last time you walked farther than one block?
Yesterday.

(OFF THE WALL Q's.)

1. What Curse Word Do You Use The Most?
The F word, in my mind

2. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep?
No. I sleep like a log, all on my own!

3. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
Chocolate any day...

4. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
Yea, It's something so many people like to do.

5. Is Anyone In Love With You?
Hopefully

6. Ever Cry In Public?
So many times.

7. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
No. I hate needles.

8. Whats The Weather Like?
Cold and am loving it.

9. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoo?
No.

10. Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/BoX?
No but I always feel fatter every time I eat junk

11. Do You Use Sarcasm?
Yup.

12. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
Both to the same level.

13. Do You Watch The News?
Very rarely. I don't watch T.V much.
14. How Did You Get One Of Your Scars?
The housemaid put a hot flat iron on my arm.

15. Who was the last person to make you mad?
Can't remember

16. Do You Like Anybody?
No

10 Reasons why I love you

1. I love you because you love me without reason, you just do.
2. I love you because you take life simply, you never complicate anything.
3. I love you because you want to be better, you have the future in mind.
4. I love you because your not against change, you embrace it.
5. I love you because your good looking, beauty doesn't have to be only skin deep.
6. I love you because your different from what I knew in my past, means that I don't have to stick to the same old boring stuff, I have you to change my routine.
7. I love you because we have been through so much together.
8. I love you because you are my friend. A word i use very carefully.
9. I love you because your so sweet
10. And mostly, I love you because you loved me from the first time you saw me.

Following Oprah's advice

I was watching Oprah's 20th Anniversary collection of her best shows and there's this one where she talks about keeping a gratitude diary. With a gratitude diary your supposed to write five things your grateful for everyday, and if there more than five, that's even better. The idea is that even when you have a lousy day you end up focusing on looking for the best things in your day and therefore focusing on the positive. On the show there was a couple that had been married 40 years, they started gratitude diaries for each other and from the time they started writing them, it brought the best out of both of them. So, following Oprah's advice, I will write my own gratitude diary, for umm yesterday:

1. I am grateful that I managed to complete the work that has been bugging me for a while and handed it in and now am free.
2. I am grateful that there's someone that cares even though am really difficult to handle sometimes.
3. I am grateful that after looking for a job for so long, I have one.
4. I am grateful that I can always go home to dependable TV shows that take away the loneliness I would otherwise feel.
5. I am grateful that I have new stuff cause my birthday was Sunday.

Ok, the list wasn't as easy to make as I expected but there's a start and there's many more to come.

Consolé

Yesterday I watched a bit of criminal minds and a certain quote stood out for me, stood out like a sore thumb. I must admit I usually love all the quotes on the show but this one I will remember for a while."Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self.  ~ Cyril Connolly. It brought so much to mind and now I realise, I don't have to write thinking about how people react to my writing, i should write for myself and whether I do get an audience or not shouldn't matter! 
Taking it literally that is.

Me and My Music

In my struggle for non conformity, I can't seem to like one genre of my music. Don't know how normal or abnormal it is but I actually like songs from almost every category imaginable. Well on the other hand I could blame glee, So you think you can dance, Idols, X Factor and all those shows I watch that make me like a song. And with that I present my current top 20 and my inspiration to like the song, I warned you already, with me almost anything goes...

20. Ain't no mountain high enough -  Marvin Gaye, Tammi Terrell. Well, Marvin Gaye has me from 'Listen baby...' no need to say more. 

19. For once in my life - Steve Wonder. I think I love this song because I relate, every once in a while everyone feels like maybe for the first time in their lives, there's someone that's theirs...

 18. Fireflies - Owl city, Something about this song so sweet, the tune I think and it reminds me of that little guy in 'So you think you can dance' that danced to this song. It was so moving...Also I have a thing for geek- ish white guy songs!



17. Lost - Anouk - I don't know anyone that knows this song, unless Ive told them about it, all the same, beautiful lyrics, beautiful song!

16. Oh what a night - Mr. Vegas Ft Jackie- I like his spin on the classic and yea, dancehall beats.

15. Fix you - Cold play No explanations, I simply like the song.

14. Hey there Delilah - Plain White T. Well about half the guys that audition for idols sing this song, Ive heard so many versions but am still not sick of it. And yes, once again, the geeky white guy thing :) with a black guy too




13. Lucky - Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat. Corny, I know but the whole in love with a best friend thing gets me.

12. Defying Gravity - From Wicked - Glee made me like this. Also, considering Kurt's my favourite Glee character. Made me get the original one and I think its AMAZING!!

11. Jay Sean - Down (Candle Light Remix) This remix is so much slower than the one I was used to and I love it.

10. Cookie Jar - Gym class heroes, I really hate myslef for liking this song with the meaning and all but can't help it, it's catchy.

 8.Bruno Mars - Who is - I just love this guy, I do, i do <3










 7. Bruno Mars - Grenade - Love him, love the lyrics, love the song, love everything!








6. Rule the World - Take that - starts in a very captivating way
 
5. Imagine  - The Beatles..I kind of freak myself out for liking the beatles cause Ive been made to believe they were against God or something, don't even know how true that is but I do.

4. I wanna hold your hand - The Beatles, I watched the video and it looks like it existed before the Beatles did, either way I like this song, think it can be redone into something really cool.

3. Take my heart - Cecile -Grown on me, reggae diva


2. Pretty girl rock - Keri Hilson -what can I say, I do the pretty gal rock :)

 And my current number one, drum roll please....Its:

1. Peace Reign - Busy Signal - After being anti reggae, he changed my mind. This song calms me no matter whats going on, love the message and it makes me love this guy. Plus I like the person that made me like the song :)

Misunderstood?

I have always thought I would be a happy writer but for some reason melancholy seems to get me writing much faster than happier times do. 

Either way, happy or unhappy thoughts,am still going to go on with this thought.

I have recently moved to a new environment  and with that comes the difficulties of fitting in. Is it that I care too much what people think of me or are they clearly not getting me?

Am not too sure but what I know for sure is I feel misunderstood and hopefully that's only a thoughtand not reality. Either way I am not sad, I have more than enough and for that I am a grateful. I do not need anyone, they say the path to success is usually a lonely one. And in the words of Dr. Seuss:

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  ~

Fear or Faith

At this point am wondering which of the two I have at the moment. If its faith, then why am I so scared that am not scared. If its fear, then why am I telling myself am believing for something better. So am caught in between, fearing but not allowing myslef to fear. Having faith even though am really scared.

My S.6 Vac Blogs...gosh that feels like a million years ago

 May 03, 2007 - Current Mood - Blank
Another day and am here to blog once again.What should I write about?well, yesterday was real weird...i kept falling in and out of trouble.Gave someone money and later my boss says I shouldn't have.( It was my boss's money by the way!)He says its me 2 think up what to do to get it back.And am definately not using my own money to pay back!Then i destroyed some supposedly important documents...still don't know the outcome of that.Am going through a stage..think Ill call it blogphoria..am so excited to be blogging..its amazing!!By the way I started watching this show..Kyle xy,its the best, better than the best. Can't wait to finish season 1.its sooo cool.thats all to talk about for now..let me find out what today holds for me,mbasibudde(thats in my language!)

May 02, 2007 - current mood: Cheerful
So am real new to bloging but been dying to try it out for a while! Am in an extremely nice mood and i had to write something down.Yesterday was teriffic, actually that might be an understatement. For the last week ive been real angry. For one theres someone real bitchy around me, but I showed her my stuff 2,he he.i don't even use the word(bitch) but she forces me too. I really needed a break and i got it. LABOUR DAY!kudos 4 every1 that led to a public holiday coming up! So back to yesterday (labour day), I was dying for the rest. I slept till late and woke up to go to town. Spent the dyms i made on Monday. First I already had shopped my heart out on Monday evening,just added to it on Tuesday. The stuffs great, fits well...though needless to say, I'm already broke now...very broke.Then i went to church..theirs this teens fellowship we have there..and honestly it's the best. Then it was a very late lunch with my galfreinds at Cow Boyz.Iven't laughed so much in a while,think they almost sent us out!We caught up on loadsa stuff,boys, school, what we are going to do for Uni and it was FUN. Hadn't been with these girls in a while!! The fun made me get home late but God answered my prayers and my parents weren't mad. So am now here at work, still filled with yesterdays memories...Martha and Mad, love u guys to bits!And some of the stuff that went on yesterday are still in my mind,the way we failed to pronounce 'the boo's' other name...and how Mad couldn't stop using the word stale...i mean how STALE is that?That's all i have for now!ciao

I Will Write

Ever since time immemorial, I have wanted to be a writer. To be able to move people with words, the same way I have been moved, to touch hurts and tag at hidden emotions.  It’s funny though how with age, our dreams die, our faith in ourselves withers and we let go of what we always believed we could do. We let go of our dreams and let people define us.

In the past two months I have had one of the most difficult times of my life. I dealt with broken relationships and constant disappointment. Feeling alone and as if no one understood. At such a time I could have used with the healing power of writing. But instead I wallowed in self-pity, all on my own and helpless.

So now am making a decision, to hold onto my dream and not let it go. I will be a writer, and with my words I will heal, touch, bless, influence, annoy and maybe even anger someone. The main point is that I will bring out an emotion in someone else that would have otherwise stayed untouched. I know I can do this, Lord help me!